January 2012
1 post
deadFAITH
So as James states  in chapter 2 verse 26, “For as the body apart from the spirit is dead, so also faith apart from works is dead.” What does that mean? Does it mean that if I claim to have faith in Jesus but continually struggle through sin, that my faith is not real and that it is dead? Does it mean that, if I have a faith that takes me to church every week but I fail the read my...
Jan 14th
June 2011
1 post
Feeling Testy
Am I testing You right now? How will I know? Is it me or just a mindset A mind set on me Pleasure-filled fleshly thought-filled How often do I play Annanias? or am I Saphira? Do I not seem quite happy? or am I a liar? Acts 5:3 But Peter said, “Ananias, why has Satan filled your heart to lie to the Holy Spirit Acts 5:9 But Peter said to her, “How is it that you have agreed together to test the...
Jun 17th
April 2010
2 posts
Replant
this is the life, the one I did lead Picking it up and throwing the seed Thorned and thistled, scattered beyond Hoping and wishing, but now you’re too gone -  what such hope, do I have left? -  Something to pair, this brokenness? -  Or shall I just, see it a cleft? -  All but leave, it a scattered mess? Still I feel beat, and under the knife Full of anger, due to my strife I had...
Apr 9th
April Fools!!!
Wow!!! Have you ever April fooled yourself? My answer is Yeash!!!… Well I guess it could’ve been God throwing a little April fools joke my way…who knows… So I ordered I new projector bulb for my church since the warning light, “change bulb” would come on during the start up… though  the projector said it still had about 20-30 hrs left on it.  So I figured...
Apr 2nd
March 2010
2 posts
The Life
This is the life we’ve always wanted The life you’ve always dreamed of Now we’re looking into the distance To see what can come next This life of satisfaction doesn’t last For who am I and who are you To know what we really want To figure who we really are What’s over that mountain Is down in the valley This circumstantial life Brings nothing to fill
Mar 8th
Marvelous One
This life can’t describe the wonders of your grace Nor can words reach the depths of your heart /// So high are your ways O’ God So deep is your love for me For none can comprehend The beauty of your majesty /// You reached out  for me to feel grace And died so I’d  glimpse upon your face /// So high are your ways O’ God So deep is your love for me None can...
Mar 2nd
February 2010
1 post
Feb 5th
January 2010
5 posts
Safe
So what does it mean to be safe in the arms of God? When people are martyred daily for standing for His name. When this life takes advantage of us. The Struggling. Fighting. Gnawing, Grappling. Confusion. Worry.  Depression. Of this Overwhelming life. How can I be safe??? I am convinced that being safe is not objective but subjective. We focus way too much on the fact that the crap...
Jan 16th
Jan 16th
“SOMETHING BEYOND I think all Christians would agree with me if I said that...”
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Jan 9th
Shhh...Be Still
So often I put words into Your mouth. I hear what I want to hear. I see what I want to see. I formulate this idea of who You are, Without ever consulting You. I have made our so-called relationship into… Into hedonism on a stick. A semi-moralistic-wannabee “religion”. I have so quietly ignored the whispers The still small voice that keeps saying, “Be still and...
Jan 7th
Break Me; Paint Me
If you would just go ahead and break me break me into pieces So I am no more Strewn all over the floor Just to be picked up and made brand new For if you would just break me So I could find you And see You clearer than before Then I would know who I am Who I am meant to be Just paint me a new picture With the water from your side A new life with the blood from your hands
Jan 7th
December 2009
5 posts
Dec 13th
From Blind to Wait
The archaic method of our time and longevity of sensory is gone. Disappeared and forgotten. To ever go back is a wonder and why we left just to squander. It’s MINE!  All Mine!  Like we’re two. Our attention has become even more deficit to a crave-filled desire. Pointing the finger even though we are the liar. While we count it grace hope has stopped stirring we continue to...
Dec 12th
WatchWatch
Ministry Idolatry
Dec 11th
“Here’s what I want: Give me a God-listening heart so I can lead your...”
Dec 11th
Dec 11th